THE SUMMONS
Shortly after
midnight Easter morning, while Jordan Thayer Chase made his sad way
home from the church in Athens, while Lelia Narkisos lay in her
well-made wooden coffin, while Billie Durant and Robert Dodgson
made love the second time that night, Gerard Sadlier lay in his
tent at the campground off Paradise Beach, dreaming.
He had gone through a
door and it was the wrong door but he was unable to go back and now
it was night upon the mountain, and he was Chosen.
He climbed through a
throng of people. All of whom were his subjects.
Some were small,
weak-human clutter that blocked his way, that tested his will and
resolve.
Others were huge,
even bigger than he was and from these he received a passionate,
proud obedience. His slaves. They pushed the others aside for him
as he passed with no concern for bloodied bodies or broken limbs.
Yet he sensed a vivid danger from them too. Should he show the
slightest weakness they would crush him.
A beautiful woman
with long blonde hair approached him. Like all the others the woman
was naked. Don't you know me? she said. He reached out and
recognized her by the heavy ripe weight of her breasts. Then she
gestured, Follow me.
He knew her.
His victim. His
sacrifice to the Other.
At the top of the
mountain lay a bowl of fruit, still on the vine, surrounded by
white flowers. His robe was white too and the woman lifted it off
his shoulders while he peeled the pearlike fruit and tasted it. It
was sweet, rich, flowing with nectar.
He turned to her
naked, his penis erect and throbbing. He thrust her to her knees.
She opened her mouth, ready to take him inside.
He was the true Son.
All this night to be treated as the Living God.
Her mouth closed over
him. The men bowed. The women gnashed their teeth and slathered
with lust.
The dream
shifted.
He stood before a
woman dressed in black.
He knew her face. And
knew he had no power over her. Quite the contrary.
The woman held a
knife like the ones that shepherds carry, a curved sharp blade. She
swung it in a slow reaping motion down across his body as she told
him what it was he had to do and he nodded.
The dream
shifted.
He became a common
laborer, digging with a spade.
The dream
shifted.
He was back atop the
dark looming mountain, his cock thrust deep into the throat of the
first woman while behind him stood the Other, dressed in black,
reaping.
A cry of adoration
burst from all those gathered there.
The world went to its
knees before him.
Sucking him
dry.
***
He woke with an
erection and the sense that he was not quite well, an ache in his
bones like the flu.
He could not clear
away the images of the dream. In every other dream he could
remember the images had faded quickly. These grew clearer. He
looked around at the tents on the hillside and they all seemed
unfamiliar, distant, strange. Superimposed over all of them was the
mountain, the woman in black, the dream.
When at last Dulac
awoke and crawled from his tent Sadlier sat in front of his
campfire feeding it twigs one by one and staring into the flame, at
the flickering image of himself in flowing white, and the immense
obeisant crowd, at the breasts he could see through the veil of
black.
Dulac was
annoyed.
That dumb hulking
Sadlier had not even bothered to start the coffee.
“You might have
thought of us for once,” he said.
Sadlier said
nothing.
“Prick.” He squatted
before the fire, rubbing his hands to warm them.
“The woman,” Sadleir
muttered. 'The one who died.”
“Yes. What about
her?”
The rasp in Sadlier’s
voice surprised him. Was he ill?
“We need her.”
“What?”
“Get her.”
“Go back to sleep,
Gerard.”
“No. You don’t
understand.”
“No, I don’t. Go back
to sleep. I’ll wake you later. With some coffee.”
Dulac watched him
turn from the fire. It seemed to him that his eyes weren’t focusing
properly. He opened his mouth as though to speak and the lips hung
slack for a moment, gleaming wet. It was not like Sadlier to be
sloppy. Filthy, yes, but not sloppy.
Then he did speak and
Dulac thought, of course, he’s still asleep.
He’s talking in his sleep. Either that or crazy. Because what he
said was, 'She’s alive.'
Dulac merely looked
at him.
He said it again,
with force this time and leaning close.
“She’s alive. She’ll
give us everything-"
His eyes were red,
his face perspiring. His breath smelled horrible.
Dulac had not seen
him this way since Pakistan.
Since they’d killed
Henri.
He’d realized at the
time that it was not over the hashish that they’d killed a man but
simply because they had the opportunity and the reason. He’d seen
that on Sadlier’s face then and he saw something much like it
now.
He sighed. “What do
you want from me, Gerard?”
The thin lips parted
in a smile.
Ah, yes, thought Dulac. Sadlier stared and smiled
and Dulac knew that look very, very well.
And he thought,
We’re in for it now.